Emma's Interview - August 2005

NB: This interview is partially extracted from Emma's interview in www.spanking.com

How did you become interested in spanking?
A few years ago I applied to an advertisement and visited an real life retired headmaster for a role play session, as I was curious. I found it scary, exciting but everything I ever wanted.

What instruments, if any, do you want to use or want your spanking partner to use when a punishment is administered? Why do you choose these? If bare hand spankings are preferred, please explain why.
OTK spankings always good to start and/or finish on but I will accept all implements deemed necessary if I deserve them. As a spanking model I think it is part of the job but I will always discuss limits and any after effects I can expect beforehand. I do not expect to have any long lasting after effects as I am busy in the scene and I care about my body too.

Think back to the first time that an instrument (a strap, belt, paddle, etc.) was introduced as part of a spanking session. Describe that spanking.
A cane was placed on the desk for me to look at while I was sitting down writing an apology letter in my school uniform. I knew I would be getting it afterwards and I had butterflies in my stomach. When I got it, it really hurt and I found it hard to sit down for two days afterwards. Although he offered me the option of a safeword, it was my first time so I had no idea what was the norm and just took it, which I think helped toughen me up for future things I have done!

 

What kinds of rituals or role-play, if any, do you and your spanking partner perform?
I expect disciplinarians to be in charge at all times, to tell me what to do, and decide my punishment . They should also instruct me in things like what to wear, corner time and be good at lecturing, and ensuring they do not let me off real punishment, even if I am in a sorry state sometimes. Of course though I do not expect severity in fun role play sessions or 121's, just for the camera or in fuller regular real life spanking relationships I may have that I think are for my own good.

 

Describe your ideal spanking fantasy.
Difficult, as I have done so many but one favourite is sent to my room (or his) and having a bedtime spanking and being left to lie and my stomach and sob afterwards. Obviously this is only something I would do on film or with a close partner in the scene lol!

 

What were the circumstances that occurred the first time that you received or administered a bare-bottom spanking?
It was over the knee of the 'retired headmaster' I mentioned earlier. He spanked me across my knickers and then took them down and spanked me on my bare bottom.

 

Why do you do this, and why do you like modelling?
I don't know, some people say it is in the genes , maybe it is because of my lost childhood I need to relive my teenage schoolgirl years, or perhaps it's just because it is something that thrills me beyond words and is now like a drug! When i first did a lot of spanking scene role play with individuals it was fun, mucking around sort of stuff. Yes it was really exciting and stimulating and that was the the biggest motivator at that time (giggles), but it also helped me explore and question why I did it in the first place. I was taking it all in but never realised i would want to be filmed and photographed doing it one day. I had some nice fashion modelling studio photographs taken after that and loved being set into pose positions,and discovered it was something I enjoyed doing. I don't consider myself to be acting but hope I put reality into things because it is real to me.

 

Do you enjoy just fun role play or do you accept Real Punishment discipline for real reasons?
The spanking role play is great fun, but I also need real life punishment discipline sometimes too, and recently had a mentor to help me with this. This is not a craving but a personal need. I am submissive and immature, and I need a guiding influence on my life that I hope I will have permanently one day and it will be part of my lifestyle. I don't mean a Master/Sub BDSM type thing because I am not into that at all, just that I will be spanked at home for real reasons whenever I misbehave. I am growing up as a 'teenager' in my roles, but also I am like that in many ways in real life too. I hope by having a mentor and accepting real discipline, it has helped me more in my spanking scene roles as I have gone beyond acting now and my reactions are all totally natural I can assure you!

Thanks Emma and Good luck with your web site

Copyright Bishy Bosh Productions August 2005